Craaaaaazzzy
Aaah....
After seeing THE ONE(earlier blog), I had to spend 4 puzzled/suspenseful days to get a job. Finally got into ADOBE on 5th Dec. From then a series of good news, good marks in courses ends exams. Two AB in both the subjects I took. Looked like all the rest of season is set good for me and I am the king.
(A country boy pose of course ;) ) But this dint last longer.
Project season is again back, started looking at my old friend(m.tech project) from 7th dec. As of today second stage deadline in 20 days.
Very hard to believe, in 20 day I have to improve the project in many faces.
Working sometimes gives lot of satisfaction, I believe this satisfaction is more than earning money, settling well, enjoying luxuries. But its some times very frustrating as well. Its a very unbearable state, when someone claims "All the work you have don't is just a crap. It has no good foundations to support/prove."
The same happened with me :( . From last two days I felt I gave good shape to my project. But yesterday after a prolonged discussion with my mentor most of my assumptions were unaccepted. Besides undoing the work, Nearly 10-15 small, big new things came on the to-do list.
Aaaaaahhh.... Craaaaaazzy.
What to do now? I was enthu to do a new design, but could not digest that I have to purge all my design. Just was dumb, went back to home, slept for 11 hrs( my usual time). Today in the lab just was analyzing the entire design, making a new design for the new tasks. After few more discussions with others, came to know, my assumptions were correct.
Oh my!!! Really Crazy. Different people.. different opinions. Dead line reaching like a flood. What to implement and what Not. I dont think I will be able to attend my first International Paper Presentation at my home town Hyderabad(coming Jan 1st week).
God only knows, what he is expecting me to do in this UNSETTLED mood.
But mazza tho jaroor ayega.
Hopefully by next blog u may know, what I DO when every thing looks CRAAAAZY.
After seeing THE ONE(earlier blog), I had to spend 4 puzzled/suspenseful days to get a job. Finally got into ADOBE on 5th Dec. From then a series of good news, good marks in courses ends exams. Two AB in both the subjects I took. Looked like all the rest of season is set good for me and I am the king.
(A country boy pose of course ;) ) But this dint last longer.
Project season is again back, started looking at my old friend(m.tech project) from 7th dec. As of today second stage deadline in 20 days.
Very hard to believe, in 20 day I have to improve the project in many faces.
Working sometimes gives lot of satisfaction, I believe this satisfaction is more than earning money, settling well, enjoying luxuries. But its some times very frustrating as well. Its a very unbearable state, when someone claims "All the work you have don't is just a crap. It has no good foundations to support/prove."
The same happened with me :( . From last two days I felt I gave good shape to my project. But yesterday after a prolonged discussion with my mentor most of my assumptions were unaccepted. Besides undoing the work, Nearly 10-15 small, big new things came on the to-do list.
Aaaaaahhh.... Craaaaaazzy.
What to do now? I was enthu to do a new design, but could not digest that I have to purge all my design. Just was dumb, went back to home, slept for 11 hrs( my usual time). Today in the lab just was analyzing the entire design, making a new design for the new tasks. After few more discussions with others, came to know, my assumptions were correct.
Oh my!!! Really Crazy. Different people.. different opinions. Dead line reaching like a flood. What to implement and what Not. I dont think I will be able to attend my first International Paper Presentation at my home town Hyderabad(coming Jan 1st week).
God only knows, what he is expecting me to do in this UNSETTLED mood.
But mazza tho jaroor ayega.
Hopefully by next blog u may know, what I DO when every thing looks CRAAAAZY.
posted by Krishna @ 12/13/2006 10:52:00 PM
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